3.1.08

mood : "depressed"
backsound : "pass you by - Boyz II Men"


sekarang...
gw lagi ada disituasi, dimana harus milih antara ego dan superego
needs and wants...gw harus membuat keputusan for the sake of my future..
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it hurts so bad, to found out that i've made his life sucks hehehe...
is that true? what you've wrote on your account...that your life is sucks everysingleday???
was it bcause of me??? because of us?? because of the what we had??
am i your burden???
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is this your decision??? avoiding me so i'll leave you alone??? how about the 8 fuckin year??!
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so many questions...left with no answer..
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well, i heard-read-or whatever so many times that sometimes love doesn't mean for having..
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i can't write, explain, say what i really feel these past few days...but, it's really distressed me, which i know it's also distressed you..but, what the used of always Runs from your problems? we have to face it sooner or later..
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you know, at first, i really hate mommy for asking me those things bout the future. but more to think, i thought that she's right..
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aaaargh, i can't think...
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i'm leaving you now..for real..being soulmate wont grant us happiness for the future.
you said, goodbyecruelworld...is that the way to say goodbye to me? if yes, that would be the final then..like i said, maybe i wont wait forever...yeah, i wont turning back this time...if you ask about will i regret it, well yes i will. but still, i'll move on. i hope...
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yeah..not everyone get their happilly ever after ending i guess..and i started to believe that forever never exist.
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but i'm soooo happy to ever know you..to love you and being loved sooo much more than i asked from you..for the happiness, sadness, good and bad memories..i love you, and always will.
and i'm so sorry to hurt you..
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some lyric of today >>

Written by shawn stockman

She was like nothing Id ever known
Her eyes shine like diamonds in a field of snow
Man. that destiny led her to me
Made her feel that life was now complete

A thousand days have passed
And nights gone by
You can see the glow slowly fading from her eyes
Though she denies her pain and her dismay
Know I said this to her anyway

Dont have to stay with someone that makes you cry
Youll end up killing all the love you have inside
Cant hope to see the sun
If you dont open your eyes
Girl dont let real love pass you by

Ooh oh no
Ooh dont let real love pass you by

I know you are nervous
But take it from me
Cause you deserve so much more than you receive
Listen to your heart and let it show
Dont hold on to your pain
Just let it go, let it go

Dont have to stay with someone
That makes you cry
Youll end up killing all the love you have inside
Cant hope to see the sun
If you dont open your eyes
Girl dont let real love pass you by

Dont have to stay with someone
That makes you cry
Youll end up killing all the love you have inside
Cant hope to see the sun
If you dont open your eyes
Girl dont let real love pass you by

Oh yeah
Girl dont let real love pass you by
You can find a love you need
If you set your heart free
Girl...
Dont have to stay with someone
That makes you cry
Dont be discouraged baby
Dont let real love pass you by

Dont have to stay with someone
That makes you cry
Youll end up killing all the love you have inside
Cant hope to see the sun
If you dont open your eyes
Girl dont let real love pass you by

Dont have to stay with someone
That makes you cry
Youll end up killing all the love you have inside
Cant hope to see the sun
If you dont open your eyes
Girl dont let real love pass you by

Dont you let nothing
Dont let no one take you away from love
Dont let real love pass you by
Youll see I know, I know, I know
Youll be alright
Dont let real love pass you by
You just can believe in love, in love, in love, in love
Dont let real love pass you by



PS : i Hope you read this.. 

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i love you...and always will..there's a little hope in me for us to never separated..only hope...


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