haaa~
i wanna start a new life ^^
new me~
try not to turning back~
lalalala~
hmmm...sedang mendengar lagu yg mengingatkan disaat2 kalo lagi berantem
dan sedang berpikir LOL~ biasanya lagu ini cuma buat pengantar kesedihan pas lagi berantem..
pengingat kalo, we still love each other...abis itu mikir, besok mau baekan...hahaha~
tapi...ko sekarang..bukannya jd penenang, malah bikin *HEGH*, keadaan sekarang malah persis kayak apa yg dibilangin dilagu haha~ *laughing.pathetically*
hayooo bingung kan lagunya apa?? hahaha
here's the lyric ::
Title: Boyz II Men - Water Runs Dry
We don’t even talk anymore
And we don’t even know what we argue about
Don’t even say I love you no more
’cause saying how we feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don’t know how to change
Chorus:
Let’s don’t wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let’s don’t wait till the water runs dry
We’ll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don’t do it baby
Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that’s a pain we can’t hide
’cause everybody knows that we’re both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away
here's the link for the song if you want to hear :
http://www.esnips.com/doc/2ca8f1a0-1d01-4f28-8333-6beeb558945a/Water-Runs-Dry---Boyz-II-Menhuaaaa~ it's happen to US now hiks hiks~
*mellow*
yahh...tapi..mungkin ini yg terbaik, for both of us..
eniwey, the funny thing is..kita belum bener2 "ngobrol" tentang hal ini...
tapi, dari apa yg kamu lakuin skrg [avoiding me-try to run away] i'm going to make final decision for us...karna, if i wait for you to make a sound of something...
it'll take forever...but as i said yesterday, forever never exist....
so...
Let's break this up...
Let's start something new..
the new you, the new me...
no more us, only you and me.
***
it's soooooooooooo effin hard for me..as i looked back to so many years we've been through together..all the happiness, sadness...it hurts so bad. but still, we have to face the future...it wont wait for us hubby..
salah satu dari kita harus ambil keputusan, kalo bukan hubby...then it's me, as always..
***
i love you sooooo much, so damn much like you never imagine i am..
and it hurts me sooo darn great, just to see you running away from this problem, being such an immature man.
we have to stop this hon, stop running away..
let's move on hubby...
***
aaaahhhh~ wondering why i post this such an emo?? hehehehe...
i really hard hoping that, my hubby..will read this...(you got my link rite??)
coz, i dont have the strength to talk with him face to face...i will cry tho, and then we'll holding hands and the words "let's forget about it for now. let's stay like this. i love you so much" will come out...and then, we'll stuck over and over again....
aaaaahhh...you're my perfect man honestly...my everything....
and i should be the one you have to blame for everything..i'm no such a good girlfriend...
i'm a failure...hiks~ i'm so sorry...
***
soulmate forever???
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Quote of the day :
I thought we'd get to see forever. But forever's gone away.
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
-Boyz II Men