huwaaa~ i met him yesterday >___<
it feels great knowing that he's fine, and not mad at me ^^
dunno why, it's kinda felt awkward with the both of us...
hhhh~ so sad...
well, i made this last night...a bit inspirated by the movie '10 things i hate about you...' hehehe~
i love that movie ^^
10 Things I Hate...about You and Us.
1. I hate when you always help me up whenever i had troubles.
2. I hate that you know me so much to ever hate me like you should.
3. I hate for everybody thinks we're perfect, as the matter of fact we're not.
4. I hate for we always thought we're perfect, nothing more needed and never thought that sometimes perfectness is not the only way to bring happiness.
5. I hate that I got so many things that i wanted in you, but less of the things I needed.
6. I hate the fact that you are my world.
7. I hate you for always make me happy, yet sad.
8. I hate you for always have those optimisme that we'll always be together forever and ever but not to mind about how to make this possible.
9. I hate you for always be there for me, yet You're not.
10.I hate that i love you so much but I needed/have to let you go because you make me.
huaaaa~ ituh bener2 rasa kebencian gw hahahaha~
haaaaa~
sudahlah...i'm moving on eniweeey~
hoooo~ lagu yg selalu berputar2 saat ini...hmmm
No Pain No Gain - Tohoshinki.
gara2 temen gw jg sih yg sempet blg waktu gw lagi depres2nya..
"kalo lg sedih, jangan dengerin lagu mellow..dengerin deh lagu yg ceria. bagus buat ngebantu jiwa lo bangun."
huaaa....bener sih kata si nenek ini...tp yah, ga bisa dipungkirin kalo gw sedih gw kudu denger lagu sedih dulu buat ngeluarin semua rasa sakit, sedih, air mata gw...setelah itu lega deh ^^
soalnya, entah sejak kapan gt, kalo gw sedih, gw malah gak bisa nangis..makanya gw dengerin lagu mellow biar nangis, terus lega deh ^^
tp skarang kan dpt pelajaran baru dr si nenek, yah sudah kuikuti saja ^^
and really, it helps..^^
at least pikiran gw menjadi positif ^^
hahaha~ ciri2 sebagian anak psikologi ngobrol yah gini nih hahaha~ gak jauh dr kesehatan mental hahaha~
ooooo~ minna, yorobun, guys...
sudah baca buku SECRETnya Rhonda Byrne???
waaa bagus tuh ^^
tuh buku building your optimisme bgt loh...at least for me ^^
intinya yah model2 *the power of Think*
hmmm...
my highly recommended to read ^^
packagenya juga unik, bagus ^^
bacaaaa~!! hahaha~
*sendirinya blm selesai xDDD*
suda ah...
daku laperrrrrrrr~
jyaaaaaa~
