hiks~ i felt so saaad~
as i walked around every dbsk forum...i always found something posted about this Kay girl who had passed away on december 2nd...i never know her actually, but it seems like everybody loves her..as i read in every post. i think she was a wonderful person. bcos of my curiousity, i've read all what she'd wrote, comments and all. and i thought like, wow, everyone's right, she's surely was a smart and nice person.
and tonight, when i spied around bww2 forum. i saw the topic for links that she made. and there's her last message she'd posted which was about only have 9 more days and all..i was like, 'tough girl she was~'. and then i saw somebody posted her last message from her journal, she posted it about 2days bfore the lost..and suddenly, i felt like crying..
how come this person, which i so much don't know, made me feel down with her death.
she's a wonderful person..and everybody loves her..
i envy her..
i quote some words from her message,
"There's a greater prize waiting for us, but you'll have to earn it."well, i think, every words she'd wrote always has a meaning..
she have no idea how the words she wrote affected some people, including me...
yet, i never know her.
i envy her..she'd successfully live her life for good~
i really wants to be like her..
ninggalin dunia ini nggak sia sia..
at least, she'd made people happy with her contributions and all.
really tough girl too~
i hope she's in heaven, smiling now..^^
ohmy~ i so much envy her U_U
i want to be remembered too when i'm gone.
i wanna be the one-of-the-good-thing-that-happen-in-life for people surrounding me too~
i pray for you too girl~
-----------------off.with.brain.works.for.thinking~
