Mood : blank~ xD
music : Towani - Gospellers & THSK and suddenly change into Last Angel - KodaKumi&THSK
see?? see?? i'm not off yet gyahahahaha~
i just forgot to post something...
i got this from my university's mosque~
a poem..a really touchy and great poem...
here it is~
A prayer about his pray.
I asked for strength,
And God gave me difficulties to make me strong.
I asked for wisdom,
And God gave me problem to solve.
I asked for prosperity,
And God gave me brains to work.
I asked for courage,
And God gave me dangers to overcome.
I asked for love,
And God gave me troubled people to help.
I asked for favours,
And God gave me opportunities.
I received nothing that I wanted.
I received everything that I needed.
My prayer has been answered.
author : i dunno ^^Gosh, this poem...is like a rain for my heart ^^ *coughcheesycough*
really makes me think that..
well, i should be..oh No, MUST be tough~
also, i'm the elder...i have 2 little dongsaeng who still need my courage~
aaaa~ i found this poem when i'm in my overlydown state..
all my problems start to killing me...
but, deep inside my heart, i'm still crying.
and it's getting worst when i recall what my daddy said to me...
actually that's the reply for my message..it goes like this..
me : daddy~ fightiiing!!
dad : ok and keep tough. God is never sleep.
sigh~ so sad...suddenly, i was crying so hard..and my auntie came to hug me..
well, it's about my family problem..my daddy's problem actually.
i just feel sorry for him..
he just lost all his hard work all in sudden. just because there's someone that really dun like him? huh?! hello~ what happen with your heart Mr.)(&*%^%$!!
you have just successfully ruined someone's family! MY family! my daddy is one of a few PhD on that company for God Sake!! and plus..he already work there for these 28years OHMYGODYOU'RESOCRAZY!!
aaaa~ i'm sorry..i'm out of control..
but but but, we all believe that everything's happen for a reason.
so~ we'll be good. me, and my family.
yeah...we hope..oh NO..we WILL!
cheer up for me~ YAY! (^.~)v *sniff*