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minna~ suddenly i remembered something~
so many weeks ago..my friend, told me some problem that bothered him a lot..
well, he said. i have to shut my mouth but, if i want, i can post it on my blog hehe..
and i never did until now..
coz my other bestfriend had had same problem with him..
this is about how confused he was for someone's feeling toward him..
well it started with one glorious birthday present from that person, let say XX *ok, not so creative -i know*. that present cost a lot. and my friend thought that it's too much for only a gift from friend *wink2*. plus, this gift were something that he's been dreaming about.
he then questioning XX intention by giving him such a so-much-over-expensive-he thought present. 'it's a waaayyyy too much, for to be a cool present from a friend', he said.
and then, he told me that maybe..XX gave him those to replying the attention my friend has given to XX for XX birthday before..yet, he just told me, 'well, actually, before..on XX's bday, i gave some watch which XX wanted, and sure it's little bit expensive...BUT not expensive than the present he gave me'.
sooo...he seems kinda feel not right if the reason of those oh-so-expensive-present is to given back what my friend used to give for him. ---> you know what i mean?? *my.english.sucks.hehe*
he told me that, actually, he have this tiny-little-crush on XX..hehe~ that's why he looks annoyed to think that the gift is only 'an attention from friend' or some 'given-back present'.
he asked me what to do~ should he ask XX about XX's intention for the present..which mean, at least for me to think, it's a not-so-straightly confession ^^
my reason to think that it's same as confession..humm...well it looks like when he asking about the reason for giving him such a present, it sounds like "uhmm XX, why you gave me those thing?? do you like me??" xDDD it looks like he wants to know XX's feeling toward him...and usually if someone asked that thing, he seems to have 'a feeling' for that person...well it's only what i think xDD
and it seems kinda difficult situation for him because..this XX we've talked about..is meant to be in the same gender as my friend, which is Male..xDD
so it means....Him x Him.....or, Yaoi xDD~ woohoooo~
ne minna..that's why i told you, the situation was difficult..COZ, we just don't know if XX happen to be hmm~ hard to say..let's just say..Yaoi...or not..yet. what if he's straight?? what if he just want to give something special for my friend??
aaaannd..what if he,actually, put some 'intention' on it?? aaa~ both are too confusing.
well, in Moslem and maybe other religions, same gender relationship are not allowed.
aaaa~
but my friend still curious bout it. i told him some quote i knew.."curiousity kills the cat"...but still, he keeps mentioning that he needs to find the answer.
oh, once, i asked him, are you sure that he likes men too?? he said, i dont know..yet. but he said again, "what do you expect your mind to think if there's someone giving you a present that cost so much higher than 500k rupiah for your birthday. even if he's your friend??? you'll questioning it right??"
oooh geez~ yeah~ i will questioning it xDD~
but, i just dunno what to say about that anymore..
does any of you have something on your mind to share with me??
i just dunno anymore..
in the other side i want him to be happy *did i mention that he really had this tiny-little-crush on that person?*..
but more to think of it..they have same gender~ and our country still have this taboo thingy, also it's a sin for Moslem *which i think it's kinda cool tho' xDD kills me!*
aaaaa~ honeeeyyy~ look..your problem had just killing me now xD~ but ii really wabts to help youuu~ i know it's hard to have some curiousity in mind but not to be able to finding it out..but..uhhhhh~ confuse~
yeah..if you guys have something on your mind for this situation..speak it out will you? hehe~
oh oh..do you know my first reaction when i found out that XX is actually a man..was like "ohmygod~ it's so cool~ really?? WOW~" xDDDDD~ crazy huh? gyahahaha~ yeah..YunJae have already brainwashing my head to think that Yaoi is a cool stuff HAHA~
wait~
*look at the clock*
i should sleep~ ohmy~
i'm off okaaay~
PS : well, i really do love my troublesome friend here xDD so, if you want to comment on it...be nice yaa~ dun bashed him pliss~ i love him xDD~
